So here we are again, it's finally the Christmas season... well actually it's kind of been the Christmas season for me since the day after Halloween, but anyway, now the rest of everywhere is in the Christmas spirit too. I finally have my last tree up and decorated (yes that's right, last tree. I have five.) This is my first Christmas in my own house with my daughter and so far... it's pretty difficult. Actually it's almost depressing. I found out that this year I won't be able to give my daughter the Christmas I wish I could. I actually have had to try to get her gifts through charity. This is my favourite time of year, and I'm so used being able to give to charities and do things for charities, and now I can't. Now I can't afford to give to charities because I can't even afford to give things to my daughter. Of course I have a wonderful family who are helping out and are offering to get all the things I wish I could give my daughter, but still. I just wish I was capable of doing it on my own. She will have a wonderful Christmas either way, I just can't wait until the day that we all are stable enough to do things like Christmas.
Anyway, I've been very very busy lately. If I'm not busy making ornaments (which I want to post a blog on each one I've made because I'm sooo proud of myself!) I've been baking for Thanksgiving, or just in general busy. It's hard to find a good routine around this time of year.
I also need a good detoxing. after all the thanksgiving food I really just want a giant bowl of brown rice and spinach.
Well this is a short blog because now I have to go rescue my tree from the running toddler
~peace!~
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